the sickness of forgetfulness
has left me delirious
the fever has invaded my being
my head swims heaving seas of anxiety, excess
I shiver with desires and fears
emotions and feelings leave beads of sweat on my brow
tightness in my chest
an aching in my stomach
my heart races
my eyesight blurred
my hearing confused
my appetite swings from gluttony to disinterest
the cancer grows
hoped for and envisioned happiness, this is not
it is a delirium,
a profound stupor of mythic proportions
a disease of human condition
an illness of the senses
an infection of the perceptions
these illnesses of the mind
an innocent host of this virus
they are destroying my body
let me please stir from these disturbing dreams
and refrain from them forever
SHOW NOTES from HERE AND NOW 5.21.21
Blessings to All as we greet another moment with each other.
The title of today’s talk came very quickly as I read a Course In Miracles quote;
Heaven is here,
There is nowhere else.
Heaven is now,
There is no other time.
(M,61 Sayings From A Course In Miracles)
if we look around at the world right now, it certainly does not seem to be very Heavenly and appears to many as a prison.
The earliest definitions of Heaven I could find were “home of God,” and earlier “the visible sky, firmament,” and “a heavenly place; a state of bliss.”
‘Here and Now’ is not feeling very heavenly.
Yet if we can shift our awareness from what is outside or around us and come deeper into our heart space, we may find the opportunity to reclaim the more profound relationship to what we…
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Whatever the problem seems to be, it’s already been solved. Ego will speak to you of many different problems each day. When you believe you are in time and space, the problems seem to be present moment, but every problem is always in the past, never now. The problem seems to be now, but this is only illusion.
Are you willing to see proof that every problem has already been solved? Ask to be shown, and you will be shown. Whenever you seem to experience a problem, remember this: It’s done. It’s over. It’s already been solved. Time and space are over, and harmony is eternal. Simply ask us to show you how this is so, and you will be shown. You need not struggle over what has already been resolved.
Being willing to see proof that the problem has already been solved requires no future focus and no attempts…
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Tazjma & Sundeelia: On Religion as a Tool of the Dark
Note to Readers: This piece was originally written by Tazjma in 2013 or so and has been added onto by me. Soon, revelations will be coming to the masses of humanity that support my own intuitive understandings of how humanity has been lied to by the leaders of religion for thousands of years for no matter what religion we are talking about, they have all been infiltrated by the Dark to one degree or another…
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Oh, what kind of can of worms am I opening now? I realize that much of what I write is potentially upsetting to those who have found solace in the teachings of their religion. I’m not going to apologize, however, as some of the leaders of those religions have used those same teachings as weapons against…
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Sundeelia: How is Karma Balanced?
“People get into a heavy-duty sin and guilt trip, feeling that if things are going wrong, that means that they did something bad and they are being punished. That’s not the idea at all. The idea of karma is that you continually get the teachings that you need to open your heart. To the degree that you didn’t understand in the past how to stop protecting your soft spot, how to stop armoring your heart, you’re given this gift of teachings in the form of your life, to give you everything you need to open further.” Pene Chodron, Buddhist Master
Here is another suggested topic based on what I have shared about what I remember from a couple of past lives:
Chris: I think I might be correct in assuming that you incurred in negative karma with your…
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smouldering within each of us
a tender ember
waiting for your breath
waiting since birth
a breath of love
a breath of life
a breath of an ancient promise
for in her lies a gift of eternal life
her smokey scent
curls about you
softly whispering of something lost
a hearth long ago that warmed
casting shadows with her precious light
surrounded by laughter and joy
all she asks
is for your breath
wrapped in a profound humility
to give her life
Oh dear Krishna, let your precious heart of protection, compassion, tenderness and love unleash the cisterns of your essence through the people
with a vibrancy and grace only known from your presence.
Let your breath fill and sustain them with a power to overcome their sleep.
For in you the future lies.
The multitudes of temples among the masses of people await your grace.
Awaken the early birds and fill them with your wisdom that they can awaken the masses on your behalf.
Let the people begin to clear the clutter from your precious homes.
Let them hear your bugles and trumpets from far and wide.
They are not whole without you.
Oh dear Krishna to be so blessed to swim in your calm waters, the people will rejoice.