November 27, 2016

Here I am in Mississippi. Okolona, Mississippi on this date. I have been here for going on two years, living in a small rural town, voluntarily disconnected from other places and people I would love again to be amongst. But I am here for a purpose, to learn how to consciously live as God, the Divine Energy of all the universes, has chosen for me to live, to act out the Divine quality that is my heritage, my reason for existence. To live and abide in God’s consciousness of harmony, love, forgiveness, and openness and express this Divinity in every moment, with my thoughts, feelings, words and deeds. Not an easy task sometimes when the needs of the self-centered self often drowns out this eternal consciousness, of which God has made me responsible to proclaim, live, and breathe. And all done to aid not me, but to aid the awakening of others, support the groans and pains of Mother Gaia as she struggles to put on the garment of higher dimensional energies.

Nonetheless, not an easy task to rise out of the ashes of the 3rd dimension illusions that captivate me so, to that of awakening to the God Within Me, which is the stamp of higher dimensions of which God has made me capable of traversing, when I remain open through prayer and meditation, exemplify generosity, forbearance, kindness, and understanding to others, while hearing and  listening to the Mysteries that surround me from other higher-loving dimensions, even as I type these words.

I pray now for all whom I know who are suffering pain, depression, and loneliness, these lower vibrations that are breeding around us and them at this time of our lives. I know that even today certain of my friends are experiencing these feelings and harboring these thoughts that burden their souls. I pray for illumination for them. That they may be able to see past their pain to the joy that awaits them when they give up on trying to make sense out of a senseless mirage like we see in front of us everyday, and listen to the God who is calling them, and all of us,  to focus not on our pain and our path of many sorrows, which is a never-ending path that will never satisfy, but to spend time thinking and feeling, realizing and claiming back our own heritage and rights given to us by the Author of all life and goodness, the I AM that makes all creatures and all particles, and in that way makes them all of God in their very essence. We creatures of the third dimension are God’s expressions. We are his Divine attributes, all of us in our individual selves and bodies.

Imagine a field of wheat, an enormous never-ending field that goes on and on to the horizon. And in this field are individual stalks of wheat, all growing and sprouting. Growing under the broad expansive Sun that warms and beckons all to blossom at their own times. Some of us wheat stalks are only beginning to push our green heads above the Earth, others who blossomed earlier are rising higher to the Sun whose light calls them forth. But eventually, we all shall blossom! and produce the fruit from the seed that our Maker planted. We are all these plants growing up under a Great Central Sun.

We will all awaken and know this, and cherish it in our hearts one day. And on that day we shall know God and never forget who we are and where we came from. Perhaps today, perhaps tomorrow, perhaps next year, but soon you will know that is time for you to blossom and bear divine fruit. Pain and sorrow may indeed drive you to the arms of God, who, in reality, has held you in its loving embrace all these many years of yours, even while you thought you were so far from God. None of us are separate from God. Hallelujah. Our pain only shows how close we are to realizing this.

Let us then grow out and away from our sorrows as we release our fears and our control and feel ourselves blowing in the breeze of God’s light that shines eternally on us in that great field of plenty which we are. We are the Children of God. All of us. Until we embrace Who We Are instead of our mortal and temporary fear and sorrows, we will never be content. We shall only be content and satisfied when we grasp with assurance and overwhelming peace the knowledge that God has chosen us to be the Light of the World. Let us all shine! Shine! Shine, Shine!


November 26, 2016

November 26, 2016

Cursing again this noontime. Feeling frustration of being human in a world that does not satisfy my longings. When I know I can be back again in an instant within the Divine Flow. Let us name and get to know the emotions that make life meaningful for us.

What is the emotion you have when you wake up in the morning and see your husband or wife fixing breakfast or coffee for you, or vice-versa. Seeing your adult son or daughter again after months of only talking with them on the telephone. A beautiful sunrise. A huge yellow moon on the horizon. A breeze that gently rocks the tops of trees. A flock of birds. What is the emotion behind the feeling that arises whenever we have experiences of this kind that genuinely satisfies our hearts and calms our mind? And why on earth did I feel it in the first place? Why did I feel a sudden twinge of gratefulness when I saw a beautiful thing in nature, at a family gathering, at mealtime with loved ones? Where did this emotion come from? How can I experience it more often? Why did I feel so good, so full of life and a sense of the wondrous meaning of life, when I heard a train whistle blowing in the dark of night, or the cry of crows nearby? In my heart I sense and know that these emotions and thoughts are signposts that we are connecting with God, the Divine Purpose of existence. Our sincere, heartfelt thoughts and emotions, are what make humans Divine. God is the One that grants us this gift of these fine emotions that make our lives feel rich and vibrate with meaning, a true authenticity that shakes our hearts and minds. For, in truth, they are his thoughts, the Divine Flow, the Golden Sun that Is the wind, the stone, tree and croaking frogs, the breeze we feel on a Florida beach at night while hearing the tide rolling steadily in and falling back away from the shore, and watching the palmetto tree branches swaying ever so gently and with so much delight.

When we experience joy, happiness, peace, harmony, and un-self-considered love, we are acting exactly as God planned in the Beginning for all humans to act, feel, and think. When we align with the Light of our Existence, we know God at that moment, for God is revealing himself or herself to us, and at that instant,  we understand God to be that very Energy of Life, the vibrance we so love, look, and long for, Who in reality has been there all along. We simply failed to recognize it.When we look into our own hearts and mortal senses we realize that we have been experiencing God all our lives we just simply didn’t know it. And at that moment we feel ourselves fly with freedom because we know God is With us and Within us, just as this Divine Energy is in all things.

In reality, humans are supposed to feel such emotions all the time, not only occasionally. It is our make-up. Our heritage, for we were created by God in God’s spectacular image; we are instruments belonging to God, we are God’s agents, God’s representatives we who are in the flesh, and God is the Author of All Things Good and True. We, as his instruments are meant to reflect the radiant essence of our Maker. That is why we feel such powerful emotions. And when we feel these high energy emotions we are in union with God who is the Author of every Universe, galaxy, flower, bee, planet, and star. We are part of God, as is everything that exists. Plant, animal, human, and mineral, only with a bit of difference. Humans have a consciousness that we can use to abide in God, with these mighty feelings of peace, harmony, love, and infinite hope. Or we can use our consciousness to keep ourselves bound to our duties and less meaningful thoughts of earthly life, and allow only fleeting times when we experience the ultimate meaningfulness of life, which is to choose the way that God wants us to live. In joy and in peace that is only possible when we remain within God. We can choose to allow God to work through us, or we can choose to remain in the dimension of believing in only what we see, when in fact what we can actually see in front of us, our work cubicle, our workaday stresses, other times of frustration, dejection, anxiety, anger, the occasional disappointment of our dreams and hopes when bad things happen to us and others in this world of illusion, is nothing compared to the inspired emotions, those things we know deep down inside make us the happiest. The love and warmth of family and friends gathered around a fire just being together In the Moment. We can experience such moments all the time if we choose to abide in God our Maker, who abides within Us All, his creation,  whenever we allow ourselves to feel his majestic presence, just as we do every time we allow ourselves joyful moments.